Erase, erase, erase
I’ve decided to delete my previous post. It may be incriminating to some and I just thought that it may ignite some "fire". I’m just relieved now that I was able to shout out whatever I was feeling earlier. For those who were able to read it, lucky you. For those who did not, sorry.
After the incident today, I am trying so hard to focus myself on my work and not think about of what happened and its implications. But it was really hard. So, I decided to go down, have a walk and unwind for a while. I chanced upon Hungry Jack’s (Burger King). I felt like I was being magnetised, so I went in. I ordered a double cheeseburger, besides I was not able to have lunch since I had a meeting at 12:30. I now know why I take comfort on food — because in times that I am down, my hamburger or my chocolate or whatever food I have, does not judge me. It is there to fill me and make me happy. Yeah, I binged on my double cheeseburger today! Like, it only took me 2 minutes to finish it up! And after that, I was feeling a little bit better.
Hay, I hope tomorrow will be better.
